人生

私がほしい物は、ただ普通の生活だけです。そんなにむずかしいのか！

誰にも言うことができない、だから、ここにきました。

Sighs..

Poor people are getting poorer, rich people are getting richer. Life's just ain't fair. Different people have different problems. Different family have different issues. One worse than another.

Well...I guess, living a normal decent life is quite hard nowadays. The world is getting tougher to survive in. "Survival of the fittest".As the years pass, I've come to realize, the world is so realistic. Even some relatives of yours could just be a stranger to you when you needed help or support, whereas friends and others who actually helped and supported throughout the hard times. So basically, blood-related can mean nothing sometimes. But then again, keeping a relationship love or friendship also takes a lot of effort to actually keep everything working. Everything takes time and effort.

There's just so many things in my head spinning and wondering, but none could be said out, nor answered. Sighs.. Really just want to be a kid who is always being happy-go-lucky, forever staying in a dream within a dream. If and only if reality ain't that harsh, life could be much better.

*typing out some just not to keep everything in mind although it's endless*

The Reacher and The Settler's Theory

Ever heard of a relationship theory where there's a Reacher and a Settler? Well..I have not heard of it, till I've watched a comedy series, How I Met Your Mother. It's a theory that goes around a couple, where one of them is a Settler and the other is a Reacher. From Google and also reading some articles, the Settler basically settles for someone below their league; the Reacher is someone who reaches out of their league. While reading through, there are other theories, but this particular theory had my attention. Why??

It's because, this theory is implying on what my life is currently.

And......I am the Reacher. lol!

So, any couple ever thought of who is the Reacher or Settler? or any other similar theories?

New ANIME SEASON!

So, I heard is the season for tonnes and tonnes of anime to release their new episodes or new season and so on. Thus, I have picked up 1 or 2 of the new anime to watch. They are plenty more out there being released, too much too watch, too little time.

First, this anime, recommend by my BFF! =3 M&M

Nagi no Asukara

A very interesting anime, where the people are separated living on land or in the sea. So far, only the 1st episode is being aired. Now waiting for the 2nd one. ^^














Second, hmm..there's too many to mention. I'll just say, I've finally caught up to Naruto Shipuuden latest episode and I must say, IT IS AWESOME! and it's gonna get even more interesting! Finished watching Shingeki No Kyojin. It seems the anime is being split into seasons, so..will just have to wait for the next one to be out. There's many I've watched over my holiday break..lost count, haha!

Just sharing out some anime I've watched ^^

時間は止めませんか

あなたのそばへずっといっています。離れたくないです、永遠に。だから、時間は止めたいです。なんどでも、私が君をまっています。私は絶対にがまんします。愛しています。

とりあえず、さよなら。=)

5th of May 2013

I'm sure that all Malaysians know what is happening on 5th May 2013..and sadly! I'm just a few months away from being eligible to play a part in voting.. *Morally support* This will be a turning point for Malaysia towards a better future! Hope everything will be fair and clean during the counting of votes..Seriously.. I just couldn't understand why is there a need to play dirty tricks or pull some strings..Using all sorts of tactics just to continue eating up the country itself?  It's time for a change, so be it!

Hmm..has been a few months since I'd abandoned this blog.. And here I am now to update it a little as I find this the best place to voice out all the rantings and stuffs.. When i read back my previous few posts, its really all about ranting! hahas..I guess this is really the only place for me to voice out all my dull-ness and dissatisfaction in life..Every few months I just come back here, typing out stuffs which may seem lame or not important to other people, but to me, its I am just typing it out here and I am done about that matter! Here comes.......

And so..Went back to my "kampung", Selama for Chinese New Year celebration for about 3 days 2 nights..went back on Saturday, came back around Monday night. CNY is suppose to be like YAY! angpao! food! and etc etc..but this year, I don't know for what reason, from the start of CNY till now~ which is almost the end, I'm still not in the mood for that..and so happened, this year's Valentine falls in the same week of CNY..but sadly I'm unable to celebrate it together..So..it is a delayed celebration which will be this weekend..And its officially 7 days (my longest record) for not meeting him, and with assignments and mid-terms around the corner(stressssssss) and plus this and that, made my days pass on even more and more dull..but today! had a wonderful outing with my friends! :) after so long since we had an outing! we talked and talked non-stop and walk here and there..oh, and a very long-time-no-see-keep-killing-me-friend called me and chatted awhile on the phone while i was out..then, later on, finally went back home just about 1 hour ago..thus, end of my Chinese New Year holidays, just like that..by this weekend end, hell mode comes along~ 

have a wonderful evening :)

Wow..

Today, is such a tiring and long day. So much happened all of a sudden, I don't even have enough time to digest everything. Sighs.. Hope everything will go smoothly and I won't get distracted easily ~_~

静かな夜

全部のポストは日本語で書くことはできませんです。

Trying to pickup my Japanese language back.. So, still in a slow learning stage..

Wanted to post something simple in Japanese, but I guess I've forgotten pretty much almost everything that I'd learn, so gotta start back from a scratch.. Anyways.. I'm still currently having my semester break, and it is very boring because I'm staying home most of the time.. No vacation for this semester break :( sobs..And whenever there's semester break, it means I won't be able to be with my dear most of the time >.< which makes miss him very very very much!! Waiting for 1 day is like 3 days, 2 days like 5 days, 3 days like a week..and it goes on and on till can go out for movies and stuffs!　これは愛の世界ですか? And I cant't really find a listener to hear me whine about relationships and boys and stuffs.. Therefore, I'll just have to whine it here..

これは災厄の時です!!!

Already trying to be patient for the days to pass..and I would say! I'm progressing! :) compare to the previous few semester breaks! hahas! *self compliment*

Tonight is so quiet..and I'm feeling tired as well.. Although is still quite early compare to my normal sleeping time.. I guess I gotten too bored till got nothing to do, therefore I decided to stop by here and crap out some stuffs! And here's the end of my crapping!

ここでお別れします、さよなら。お休みなさい。

Semester Break Begins!

Hello everyone! :) Today's the 2nd day of my semester break! This semester break is quite long! Roughly about 26 days or so.. :( is quite long till I don't know what to do..Really wanna go to the beach where there's crystal clear waters for vacation! >.< never done that before.. And so.....the holidays begun! or not..doesn't feel much like holidays, CUZ THERE'S NO VACATION!!!!!!!!! is staying home and grow mushroom for the 26 days or so......sighs..hope there will be one soon.. :( but then again, staying home everyday boiling movies and manga would be not bad, i think.. I guess enough crapping for now..o.o I'll go spam LoL(League of Legends) xD tata!!

Dropping By

Ahh~ I've left you unattended for more than a month! was busy with assignments and mid-terms..and now the finals are around the corner, therefore, I won't have much time to log on for the time moment..

So!! I shall be taking my leave now :) till after my finals then! farewell!

Whining Post!

Okay! Now is already the end of July!

And the Year 1 Trimester 2 is getting more intense and hectic T-T Tons of coping up need to do..actually got no time to take a break also, but then, break is still a must! or else @_@ will ended up stressing the body! therefore, rest well, and study up accordingly!! :D oh heck~ just slack! XD hahas! starting to crap nonsense d..back to some updates..

Lets see..I have 1 assignment, 1 sketch, 4 mid-terms all due in these two weeks! X_X hope I'll survive!! :) Well..I guess I need to go and continue grinning the notes!

~Till next time~

hmm..o.o not much whining in the post..lack of time to type it all out..haha!

July!!

Today is the day that I've been born into this wonderful world!! and thus growing up and meeting new people as time passes by..and now I'm already starting my twenties from today onward..

Moving on..had an ordinary yet a special day ^-^ well..its ordinary because, it is just another day, at home..It is special ^-^ because!! get to spend some time with my dear together! having lunch! and bought some clothes! ahh~! has been awhile since I've got a chance to walk around dating..hehes! :D

As for my uni life, well..is starting to get busier and busier, since it is already in the middle of semester..and time just always fly by and without any notice, is like OMG!! its already so late or something like that..HAHAs!!

I guess thats all for now @_@ got nothing much to update yet..can't think of anything much to talk about..I'll log off then..さよなら！

A new semester!

My first week of my year 1 semester 2 just passed..gonna start my 2nd week tomorrow :) just added Malaysian Studies into my this semester's subjects..=='' hope everything will turn out fine..hahas..AND I shall pass this semester swiftly as well!! MUST! :D

and so..my new semester begins! hmm..o.o can't think of anything much to crap..

oh well..I'll just end it here..till next time then~~

A FINE DAY INDEED!!!

Today is the day! my final results released! and I've pass all safely for my first semester! :D am very happy with it! ^^ thank goodness din't have any failing subjects..but still the grades are not very satisfying..will work even harder next semester! :D ganbattemasu!!!!! and so! with the results out! my day is brighten by it! ^^ haha! never feel so relieved after so long..well..I guess..hard work really do pay off @_@ therefore..the harder I work! the better I'll get! ^^ ahh!! motivation! :D one of the motivation to keep me studying is..the loan from PTPTN won't get cut off..hahas! i guess that would be okay @_@ oh well..looking forward to next semester!! ^^ and I am gonna OWN next semester! RAWRS! must pull up my CGPA to 3.0!! :D alright then! ^^ i guess that's all regarding my uni life!

and now! for my days at home! let's see..started my holidays on 9th May and it is gonna end on 27th May.. What I did for during my holidays? hmm..stay home.. watching move..stay home, outing and stay home..haha! a bit outing..oh ya! went out with the girl gang last saturday..has been ages since I've done that..haha..it was fun! then went out with my dear for quite a few times! ^^ hehes..then tomorrow will be going to the AEON! and then to euro fun park! :D awesome outing to celebrate! wahahahaha! ^^
and then saturday will just stay home..then finally on sunday @_@ will be heading back to study life once again ~.~ oh well..is just the beginning! :D got a loooooong way to go..haha!!

I guess that is enough crapping for once..farewell till next time~!!

Semester Break!!

Finally the finals are over! :D and the holidays have just begun! yup! holidays! though is a less than 3 weeks holiday..better than none..

Came back home on Wednesday evening, and then went to watch The Avengers on Thursday noon! The show was awesome! ^^ there's not even a slightest part of the movie which is slow..every part of it is just exciting! the movie was roughly about 2 hours, if I din't remember wrongly..Then went back home, and thus the cycle of daily life continues on and on..Till today, a Saturday..where I went a shop for their opening ceremony, got a free brunch, buffet style from there :D haha..but gotta wait for about 1 hour plus for all the ceremony and things..but the lion dance was worth watching..although it seems like they'd performed for quite a long time, but lucky it finished before I starved! Then then whole day just sitting and slacking in my room ^^ awesome time at home..XD

Hmm..I guess there's no trips for this semester..Only the usual ones, window shopping, movies and some other small small outings..

I guess that's all for the time being..Will be updating the next time :) when I have something else to write ~.~

Counting Down

Exactly 9 days to my finals and still counting..guess this will be my last post for this month till I'm done with the FINALS!!

Sighs..

For the past 3 weeks..has been rushing for assignments till tomorrow will be the last one..finally all done..and time to study like a mad cow for my finals..its only my 1st semester in degree..I hope everything will be fine..learnt many many new things..especially the syllabus of every subject..everything is so new..totally different from foundation~~ and luckily I did not fall to far from the classes, I think..due to my slow understanding which includes studies and my daily life~~ oh well..moving on..

Sigh..everything just flows into my head every moment whenever I have nothing to do..or I think is anytime anywhere my head will be full with problems and everything.. Or perhaps..I'm just thinking too much..but it's just..I really don't understand sometimes..WHY are people like that?! =-=''zzz..really that hard to change for better or happier way of life is it?? really hope one day things will actually be better..and moving on..

Mood better already! :) leaving the sad things behind.. Think positively and tomorrow shall be a brighter day! (quote from a friend) lols! maybe should start remembering this! :D hmm..mood already springing up much! ^-^ okay then!! back to updating!

oh yea..went for a 2 day 1 night, cruise, the Superstar Libra..@_@ if I'm not mistaken..on the 7-8th April! and it was great! an awesome experience! ^-^ would like to go for another trip on a cruise!

I think I'll just wrap up the things here for now..lazy to type more..haha! and that's all for now!! :D good nights!!!!!!

Long Lost Post

Has been very long since I've updated this blog! and now I'm finally gonna do so..but not sure whether are there still readers or I'm the only one reading it..lolx!!

Anyways..for the past 7~8 weeks..it has been like..only two words could describe it..TIME FLIES! I mean..seriously! one moment is like yay! I'm starting my 1st semester as degree student, the next moment is like OH shit! Finals are just around the corner..is like I'd learnt many things and learnt nothing at the same time..met new friends along the way..and stuck with all the assignments and stuffs..aiyaya~~

Trip to Klang! ^^

The journey started on 4th of February 2012!

Nick, jj, xy, hong and me boarded on the train, ETS roughly around 11something in the morning! I was so excited! ^^ it was my first time..so..I'd sat in the train for like 2hrs..bought gold class tickets, because silver class tickets out of stock x_x but lucky we've student ID! therefore..about rm2 is saved~ HAHA! then..we arrived at KL Central about..1something, had lunch, McD and then headed for Klang, sat(or can say stand) due to the amount of people on the train, KTM..and sat for another hour there..reached Klang about 3something in the evening!

Nick's mum came over and fetch us..and all of us stayed there for the next 2 days..and Nick's bro is soooooo cute! :D haha! OJYAMASHIMASU!!! We din't went out on the first day because the whole day was tiring~~ phew..so..we rested at home, and waited for dinner time! ^^ then went out for dinner at 6:30pm with nick's family as well..We had rice and dishes..and IT WAS A FANTASTIC meal! :D great one!! ^^ and~~~ we headed to Jusco, Bukit Tinggi right after dinner..

Wandering around Jusco..saw an all rm5 shop!! everything in there is imported from Japan! :D and of course, I fly in XD a nice pencil box caught my attention, therefore, I went and purchase it..haha!! there were so many things in the shop I wanna buy, but of course, must buy only necessary items..later on..walked in Harvey Norman department..and I was like a sakai..looking at those standing or table high-tech fan which don't have blades, only run on a round thing =='' i don't even know where the wind came out at first~ then moving on..walked to the fridge part, the stoves part, the sound system part..and etc etc..all so EXPENSIVE! and high-tech =='' lol..then almost walked in to every shop we passed by..and finally reached popular! but then the queue was too long -.- so din't get anything..then, walked around a bit more, then..on the way back, grabbed fried chicken and went back home!

The next day~ woke up 7:30am..It has been ages since I woke up so early -.- then! day to have our legs break had come! XD haha! after went and pick up nick's gf, all of us went out to eat! NASI LEMAK ^^ awesome~ and the very professionally boiled half-boiled eggs(what i meant by this is that the eggs are really 50% cooked! EXACTLY!!)..and the 'cucur udang' all so yummy!! :D after the delightful breakfast, we headed to the KTM! boarded a train to KL Central, and switch to RapidKL to go to KLCC! there we met up with ken and ah foong..and then..we walked and we walked~ and went to the KINOKUNIYA(awesome place! tonnes of books!)!!! everyone manage to choose a few books to buy :x but I came back empty handed..everyone was tired..so headed back earlier~ reached home around..5something o.0 i think..then rested..and fatt mou around the house..haha!! nick and me played 21points(dunno what is it called in english, 21points is int cantonese)..and played with virtual money! XD haha! then hong joined in awhile~ later on, went and bath..then ate DINNER :D nick's mum cooked those all in one ready to eat rice(that's my name for the rice XD) and soup~ yummy! :D love food! HAHAHAHA! don't really know why..i was kinda hyper all the time in KL..LOL! then the night, went out to Jusco again, this time..I bought my calculator and some stationery, just enough to use a rm50 voucher :) then bought some dried food for my mum from a all tidbit shop(XY and me was excited when we saw this shop!) haha!! then..hmm..went and bought some big apple doughnut ^^ then..after awhile, went home le..watched an episode of CSI..not sure is Miami or NY~~ then went upstairs..and off to bed d..

The very last day in Klang, which was this morning..woke up the same time like yesterday and then..went out to eat with noodles ^^ it was nice too! haha! then later on..the trolling part came when we were ready to head back to kampar from the Klang's KTM..the train to KL Central was delayed =='' and there were more and MORE people there..then..luckily nick called his dad, and fetched us to KL Central instead of waiting there =='' we waited there for about 1hour for nothing, and wasted rm3.60 for the KTM tickets too :X thanks to his dad! we are in time to board the ETS train back to Kampar :) haha..was playing a game which I called Mr.Swampy! during the whole journey back..oh yea! met Alice ^^ on the same train..so we came back Westlake together but in a different car though o.0 cuz too many ppl..lol..

Overall..it was a very nice trip! Has been very long since i went to KL :) phew~~ what a long post..like writing an essay only =='' haha!!

Degree Life!!

I've finally entered degree..yay!! or this is suppose to be my reaction, I guess..o.0 but then..is not as what as I expected..T-T foundation results came out late! then this delayed my registration for degree! and my degree course transfer is not complete yet! and I still haven't pay my bill! I hope I can pay my bill by tomorrow..and get a reply from the admission about my course transfer..T-T the lessons already started today! and I still haven't get my time table for this semester..what a nice start~~ aiyaya~~ After Chinese New Year, it'll be the start of my next war!! and this time..it's even a larger scale war! O_O rawwwrrrsss!!!

Hmmm...well..I guess that's the only current updates about the start of my new semester ~_~

As for the rest of the stuffs..everything still as normal as usual..o.0 nothing much..

Oh yeah!! And I heard there will be cruise!! ^^ Hope to get more info on it next time! :)

The New Beginning!

It's 2012!! A new year! A new beginning! =D Well...that's what I hoping for~

And so..the new year begins.. ^-^ today is the 3rd of January 2012!! and I'm happily watching Wizards of Waverly Place! watching all the new episodes, season 4!! and Mapling all the way! ~.~ sigh..still I don't feel very well..oh..maybe is just lack of sleep or some stuffs~~

Anyways..^-^ there's only one chance to live in a lifetime~ so live it to the fullest!

Hmm..can't really think of anything to blog about..

Oh yea..went countdown with friends and bf at Station One at Gunung Rapat! ^-^ it was awesome! and the next evening, went for a movie, The Darkest Hour..it wasn't that scary..but still..it scares me..I mean..those scary effects! and then and then.....hmm..dunno what else to say..and then the others days is just as usual like..plain and simple days..

Oh well..I'll just end it here o.0 can't think of other stuffs to crap~ HAHAS!! till next time then!! ^-^