Why? Why? Why?

There's always tons questions in my head..why this? why that? why? WHY?? in the end..all left unsolved..and thus, leaving all these in my head and finally, cant take it and start to fall apart..when that happens..there goes the depressing and emo-ing state..i wonder is this depression? o.O or is just normal unhappy and negative times only..seriously, cant avoid this..and always gets better after crying~~ letting out all the feelings..really can feel the weight being lifted off, although is just for that moment or so on..but at least can feel better =)

Recently..having lots of problems..well all doesn't seem like problems when you're trying to share it with someone, but to me actually all ARE problems! i just gotta solve all of them one by one, but there's ONLY 24 hours in a day! which i will say! NOT ENOUGH! as people say, no matter how much you're given, humans still will ask for more..SIIIIIGGGGGHHHHHH!! T_T no wonder being a baby is forever the happiest moments of life without worries about the reality, how harsh or how the society is..nothing to think about except being loved and cared by their parents..but of course also, when you found your lifetime partner, that is also another happiness ^^ though there will be the reality ahead..

and so..just typing around about the happenings recently..although much are mentioned..haha~

its fun to have a nice long chat with old and long friends of mine! ^^ MUN MUN!! JU EAN!! muahahahaha!! really nice to have a chat, although is just sms-ing but its fun and enjoyable =DD glad to have known you guys and also not forgetting bout jin jin and poh and zong as well ^^

i guess that's all for today then =D nites!