Last day of MARCH!!

Okay!! Almost a week since I've drop by =) And! my mood today is great..well, not bad actually ^^ Hmm..i got no idea why..i'm curious to know the reason..has been quite long since I've actually got such a nice mood..And currently! kinda like to watch XXXholic! xD but too bad i downloaded it in english dub =.='' although is it in english, luckily is not too bad..another nice english dub anime is fruits basket..=) and back to the story! hmm..i don't really get the story much because i'm used to watch anime in Japanese with english subs..0_0 anyways..this XXXholic anime is quite nice! hahas!

Let's change the subject! And now..it's already the end of the 3rd month for the year 2011. Can you imagine how fast time flies!! x_x in less than a month, the finals will be here..O.M.G!! i haven't started much on revisions yet!! Need to start studying like a mad crazy fella already X_X really feeling tired about this semester..Everything is just sooooooo..........tiring!! but then..life needs to go on..oh well..this is the cycle of life..and bla bla bla..it goes on and on..but at least some of the things are starting to get better or it's just my thinking o.O wonder what will happen next~~ hmm..hmm..

=) hmm..now..sitting alone in the room, in front of laptop, kinda feel nice and calm like that ^^ hahas! anyways, i think i'm done here for now..

Room Alone

It's a Friday evening!! Just felt like dropping by to post a thing......And so......everyone gone back to Ipoh! I'm still in Kampar, even after 2 weeks being here..Ahh! how i miss Ipoh!! Food!! Ipoh's food is the BEST!! Hmm..lets see..okay..why am i stuck in Kampar again? Oh..right..because of the freaking assignment!!! Really hate assignments!! =.='' sigh..forget bout it.. whining also won't get me back to Ipoh now..T.T lols..cant really crap much today..brain got stuck due to stress these days X_X hmm..maybe after the hectic days are over, then i could calm down a bit, and settle my mind down..

Hectic!!

O.M.G!! *spins around and faint* *before fainting, mumbled, i wan more rest! then faints~* busy time is up ahead!! well, its already starting~ let's see..altogether..i have roughly around 3 presentation and 1 assignment to hand up..AND finals are exactly ONE MORE MONTH away only..T.T i haven't even started much on revising and studying for finals yet..aahhhhh!~~ this semester is really draining all my energy out..really wanna have just A LITTLE more time to rest..or go for a movie or maybe just spending a day out happily..but lucky today school ends around 3pm, and the rain din't last long, so manage to come home and take a break, and so..i'm here blogging now..and then, after that, is back to the war of books..oh, i mean..slides, basically..we don't use textbooks like how secondary or primary schools, most of the university or colleges levels educations uses powerpoint slides..where information will certainly not sufficient and need to do some research or take down notes during lecture time..therefore, skipping a lecture class would be disadvantage at times..(i do that sometimes) haha~ and tomorrow will be a happy day! as i don't have any classes! xD and its the only day i can sleep till after 9am! looking forward for Wednesday every week! LOL!!

aww..it's time to leave my electronic device(laptop) aside and head for the paperwork(revision)..XDD hahaha~ having some problems with brain cells, so release stress by laughing most of the time..XDD

Why? Why? Why?

There's always tons questions in my head..why this? why that? why? WHY?? in the end..all left unsolved..and thus, leaving all these in my head and finally, cant take it and start to fall apart..when that happens..there goes the depressing and emo-ing state..i wonder is this depression? o.O or is just normal unhappy and negative times only..seriously, cant avoid this..and always gets better after crying~~ letting out all the feelings..really can feel the weight being lifted off, although is just for that moment or so on..but at least can feel better =)

Recently..having lots of problems..well all doesn't seem like problems when you're trying to share it with someone, but to me actually all ARE problems! i just gotta solve all of them one by one, but there's ONLY 24 hours in a day! which i will say! NOT ENOUGH! as people say, no matter how much you're given, humans still will ask for more..SIIIIIGGGGGHHHHHH!! T_T no wonder being a baby is forever the happiest moments of life without worries about the reality, how harsh or how the society is..nothing to think about except being loved and cared by their parents..but of course also, when you found your lifetime partner, that is also another happiness ^^ though there will be the reality ahead..

and so..just typing around about the happenings recently..although much are mentioned..haha~

its fun to have a nice long chat with old and long friends of mine! ^^ MUN MUN!! JU EAN!! muahahahaha!! really nice to have a chat, although is just sms-ing but its fun and enjoyable =DD glad to have known you guys and also not forgetting bout jin jin and poh and zong as well ^^

i guess that's all for today then =D nites!

Nice weekend =)

I'm in ipoh for this weekend! but then, i'm not in my house..haha..due to transportation problem, so i've followed him back, and stayed his house for the weekend ^^ its was kinda fun, but at some times o.o its just plain and bored, just like normal days at home, i guess no matter where you are, you'll feel the same when you have your laptop, the internet and....a nice comfy bed ^^ and then!! eaten quite alot of nice food!! ^^ love the claypot mee! or 'bou zai min' thats how the people say it here =) and some other stuffs like home-cooked food and etc..oh, and went out yum cha at night too ^^ which i haven't done that quite a long time..practically, dint do anything much expect for!! eat, sleep, assignment, play maple! wow~!! my weekend is simply fascinating XD

and..i'm sure everyone knows that Japan has been hit by a 8.9 magnitude earthquake and a few other places are also affected by it! its quite a bad one, even the nuclear plant exploded!! T.T but thank god, the news said that the radiation level is low..oh god! hope everyone will be safe!!

At least..I still have you all around =)

Neh..mun mun!! shiteiru? kimi wa ne, saiko no tomodachi dayo ^^ although, don't see you much since i've come to kampar and you've gone to form6..but still!! kimi, daijina tomodachi desu! ^^ how much i miss the schooling days!! sobs.. MINNA NI AITAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T just wanna say..arigatou gozaimasu! =D and also jin, poh, ju and zong!

honto no tomodachi ga inai kara, totemo sabishii desu..treasure those before its too late~~

So not-a-good week

For the 1st week of march, i had a bad week..its all just stress and tiring with the exams on and stuffs..and then by the end of the week, felt a bit more relieved..but then..here comes the tons of assignments!! T-T sigh..really just want a few days of holidays would be nice..and so, here comes the weekend!! ^^ and my mood has gradually getting better! weeeee!!

anyways..putting aside the emo part..it actually disappeared since friday, and so..on that same day, in school, when i was having a break time from lecture class, the fire drill system suddenly gone hay wired, i think..but then when it rang, it reminds me of my secondary school time!! where the bell always rings after school and everyone starts to get out from school..ahh!! those times!! so wonderful =D so now is just the happy-go-lucky part!! ^^ i don't really like to be moody alot..cuz, i also don't like it when i myself being emo..feel like punching myself if i am in an emo state~~ XDD haha!! hmm..alot of craps here..oh well..

now back at home..feeling nice and free! HOME SWEET HOME!! ^^ woohoo!

Tiring!!

Since the first day of this month..i've been feeling extremely tired!! due to..3 days in-a-row mid term test T-T finally tomorrow will be the last one, and to make things even worse..i don't have the mood to study! sooooooooo..i decided to stop by and crap some stuff around before i force myself to work later ^^

hmm..let's see..currently..my mind is blank..due to reading too much in a short time x.x hmm..i don't blend in so well with books, so reading can consider as my nightmare, if i study too long..and that happened since yesterday, and it will only end tomorrow..argh!! is there a problem with the way i study, or is just that my mind is really that bad -.- i cant even memorize a short part of my notes or pretty much most of the things that are related to studies..or maybe is just me..making my mind think like that x.x aahh~!! i don't know..mehh..don't care about this and put this aside, eventually, a solution will come up sooner or later xD

and now..its about time for me to start flipping my notes x.x before i'm really screwed..haha!!